Since I was facing something unexplainable I thought a great deal about the situation of meeting people on the internet.
What is it that makes the blog so exciting, so magical? We can meet people on the street, at office and several other opportunities.
As a common denominator of all of these is the fact that we base these meetings on exterior, on how we look.
Contrary to this on the net, at least in the beginning, the exterior may be ignored although this also must bring some element of excitement.
By the time things reach the meeting stage the interior has projected through the letters and shifts the point of view.
It is this chance that is not given in a real situation versus a virtual one.
All young men and women have an ideal that they would like to conquer, but in most cases this does not happen.
Unfortunately, ideals are few and far between. Most people are not as attractive as the models smiling from the pages of magazines or the stars of TV/film.
If we look back in history, we'll find that this existed for most of humanity.
I too am in a torrid affair with someone who knows my soul as well as I do. It is a very frightening way to live.
I get up every morning and I can't function till I check my email and blog. I feel the rush each time I receive one.
The times there is no mail or comments in my blog, I walk around like the world has just ended. I don't know how to feel anymore, because I am so in love with this girls.
I don't know what its like to touch this girl, yet she has touched me a thousand times in my dreams. hehhehehehehhehe...
I never thought this would happen to me, iIt has though.
I don't know how to act, the worst part is you never know whether they are messing with you or are serious.
It was very uplifting to know others go through this. hehehhehehehehe....